April 19, 2015

Enough is enough..

When you've tried hard on something, but all the efforts seems won't work. I think I'd better stop. I'm not giving up, I just feel that I've had enough. 


Yeah..my heart finally said; 'enough is enough'.
Let's go change the direction..

April 15, 2015

The home..

Sendu..

Strolling around Yogya city always brings back my childhood memories.
Those happiness, laugh, sadness, tears comes along with every corner of the city.
The city has taught me a lot about letting go after losing and accepting new great things.
Though leaving the city back then was a start of our new lives, Yogya is always be my home...

Aaahhh syediihhh...-:(

April 5, 2015

The dreamer

I had a very serious talk with Mom this morning, the invansion to Yaman, regarding to the news in yesterday's newspaper. The news is just so heartbreaking for me. Why should we? It's just me who is too naive about all these stuffs I guess, but I always dreams about the world peace, something that is so doubful for some people [including me, actually]. 
No, I don't want to discuss about the difference causing the conflict, but as a world peace dreamer, I highly hope that we could just feel fine about the difference. It's me with my belief, and that's you with your belief. No need to influence and opress each other, it's just us live side by side peacefully. Could we? *again, I'm a dreamer*
Each side might afraid that their followers could be missleaded. Well, imho, it's every person's responsibility to learn about their own religion kan ya? So first thing first is learning a lot, protect your own self, thus you can also guide your family and friends. 
A good reminder to be a learner as long as you live...


*picture take from pinterest

April 3, 2015

The best[est]...[est] friend



Well, most of time..I'm the one who puts high standard, forces myself to achieve my target, becomes so much perfectionist to what I do, and does many other things that irritate myself..
I forget that what I need the most is just sit back, take a deep breath, and enjoying a cup of tea. 
Life is just life, and the world will always go around. Love what I have had now, be grateful for the love I've got, and forget all the things that I haven't had.
Life is beautiful, just enjoy every second of your life and be the best-est-est...-est friend of yourself.❤️

April 2, 2015

Mencintaimu, harus menjadi aku...


I just love this poem, it's just so deep..❤️

"You've never known how much I love you, but I belive that I am the one who loves you the most. 
I love you, you know I have, I do, and I'll always...loved, love, and love you.."
~me to you [who I haven't had any idea about who are you...]

*g word banget dah ini gueee* *keselek* *agak kesambet juga kayaknya*

April 1, 2015

The heart

Trying to look deep inside my heart. Well actually, it's just as simple as this...
Felt so sad and relieved at the same time, though the trauma will stay a lil' longer...
And that's how the story goes..


'Don't despair if your heart has been through a lot of trauma. Sometimes that's how beautiful hearts are remade; they are shattered first..' ~ Yasmin Mogahed