I have good days and bad days in my life.. *yaiyalah*, and recent days might be bad days *not that bad actually*, it's just not as good as I want-:D. What I feel inside is so painful, I just keep believing that later on, I will be okay, though it's been a while, and still, I am not okay yet. Everytime the pain comes, I take a deep breath and keep saying 'laa haula walaa quwwata illa billah', I really ask the strength from you Allah. So the pain will just go away.
What I keep doing now are remembering the best days of life, making myself happier, oftenly laughing, not to be alone, and appreciating every little thing that can make me happy *that sometimes was forgotten*.
This just about the time hopefully, time surely will heal, and I'll be just fine, coz verything is gonna be okay at the end, if it has't been okay, then it's not the end yet...
Amiiin...
