Oh, red velvet!

So craving for this sweet. This is like de ja vu, at my last typhoid fever, I also craved for this, and get one after I've recovered. I hope someone just be kind to send me one.. *berkhayal* 

Oh well, why am I so random tonight...? *jedang*

I swear I lived

The sign

The heart

Trying to look deep inside my heart. Well actually, it's just as simple as this...

Felt so sad and relieved at the same time, though the trauma will stay a lil' longer...

And that's how the story goes..

'Don't despair if your heart has been through a lot of trauma. Sometimes that's how beautiful hearts are remade; they are shattered first..' ~ Yasmin Mogahed

Expectation...

The positive vibe...

This sickness is really killing me. I can't even stop feel so queasy and dizzy. Last nigh, while having dinner, I couldn't stop saying that I'm so bellyful; suddenly lil' sissy said "please, don't say that to yourself, say something good, you're not on nausea, you're okay..."

Oh well, I've forgotten that some positive vibes might work to my body. I'm okay anyway... *sambil masih mual* *ngeeee*